ok.
i was writing on the board,
asking them the name of the object and singing a song that is related,
e.g
if i draw a sun, they have to sing "mr sun"
if i draw a fish, they have to sing "im a little fish"
so and and so forth


k. so, i was drawing a flower and im drawing with mu left hand cause i was lazy to move the the right side of the board. so, i was drawing a flower and they said that my drawing is ugly.

how?
ugly nah ke?
shit damn it.
maybe imi just a story-teller and movement kinda teacher.
i cannot be siting down doing art.
i have absolutely no talent in the artistic part of me.



hahaha. anyway, when i was working at ochacha last time, all of my workmates are my friends. except for yang(stupid)yang ar. like sebas, saiful, eugene, noon, fish and all. and i never felt lazYz going to work. cause i love working there. and there's no negative feeling ar.

tapi lsh sgh. pokiwak. i dunnoe la. people backstabbing me la. nk mintak tolong, kasi muke baik. abeh kt blakang mcm sial. i dont understand this kinda people la. to have the heart to do that. even if i dont like that person, im never rude to them la. stupid dumb ass. whatever it is, if i wana survive, i just gota suck it all in and swallow. no questions allowed to ask.


ouh yeah. you know. i am a teacher whereby i dont like kids to be rude to their parents, friends. i want them to be independent. and also dont like them to be kaypoh. so, anywway, i give you guys a story.


one of the student was crying and another teacher was pacifying her. and all of her friends was crowding around. i said, " excuse me. the rest of you. please dont be busybodies. i do not busy bodies."

and i actually remembered how kepo i was lst time. cause there was time i was feeding a friend of mine alot of gossips, and he just said to me, " na. kau ade resource library kat rumah kau ke ape."

hahahaha. thts funny,
am i kepo. nmy sister says that im just freaking clumsy and mak nenek. dasar.

daaa. bye
haha.
wokaes.
lemme talk about my work-life.



seriously speaking.
im super tired.
im getting sick very often,
lerthagic ( correct spelling? )
haha. whatever.
anyway, yeah. super tired.
and i wont even want to go anywhere.

and sometimes, honestly speaking i dunnoe why im choosing to do all these when im still young. im a girl. i dont have to go thru ns like guys and yes i do need to chase all my certificates b4 im old. but then, now im working while studying. the advantages are i will get more work experiences then all those who just left poly and i get the same qualifications. so, what im thinking is that. im sick and tired and just super tired to carry on working like this. but tell me again.
how do i bring myself to wake up each morning feeling happy and excited to go to work.


its because of my passion.
( k tht sentence totally like the one moe advertisment thanking teachers and all -_- )
hahaha
anyway, ya la. my kids. all the kids may be crying but after it all, at the end of the day, i'll still be happy doing what im doing. =) yeaaah.




anyway, tadi got this stupid guy who came over to our center to give a talk about fire prevention. i aint got any words to describe how much sadness i felt just nw. just wana let you guys know, that people who are caught in fire, do not die for the heat of the fire. its the smoke that kills the fuck out of you.

and if you are caught in a flat without a way to escape and thers's no fire but just like ccb black thick smoke blowing to your face, im telling you without a doubt even though the building 50 storeys, you'd rather jump. i saw videos. and i freaked out while the guy talking.

and you know when you are wearing contact lens, if you are caught in the smoke, you know you have to immediately take out your lens, cause if you dont, the smoke is gona make your lens melt and you'd be blind like a freaking bat i tell youuuu.

and pls dont use your handphone at the petrol station when you ngh isi minyak, cause can explode. i saw video footage, sumpah tk bedek. and off the engine. pls. and dont over heat you electrical appliances please. and everyone, the least you can do to save urself from getting killed by smoke, even before the fire please buy smoke detector at your house and fire extinguisher pleeease. im gona buy during the weekends.

and pls dont get burnt in thai. cause if you get burnt thr, skin grafting they use pig skin. hahah




ok la. im done freaking out. going to tioman and buying billabong swimming gear to bake in the sun like a happy goobber. the water very clear can see your feet. no kidding. chey. lemme go thr first then i tell you. chey. to my loyal fans. hmm. yela tu na. k bye,
i need to go down for a while.

ok.
i was writing on the board,
asking them the name of the object and singing a song that is related,
e.g
if i draw a sun, they have to sing "mr sun"
if i draw a fish, they have to sing "im a little fish"
so and and so forth


k. so, i was drawing a flower and im drawing with mu left hand cause i was lazy to move the the right side of the board. so, i was drawing a flower and they said that my drawing is ugly.

how?
ugly nah ke?
shit damn it.
maybe imi just a story-teller and movement kinda teacher.
i cannot be siting down doing art.
i have absolutely no talent in the artistic part of me.



hahaha. anyway, when i was working at ochacha last time, all of my workmates are my friends. except for yang(stupid)yang ar. like sebas, saiful, eugene, noon, fish and all. and i never felt lazYz going to work. cause i love working there. and there's no negative feeling ar.

tapi lsh sgh. pokiwak. i dunnoe la. people backstabbing me la. nk mintak tolong, kasi muke baik. abeh kt blakang mcm sial. i dont understand this kinda people la. to have the heart to do that. even if i dont like that person, im never rude to them la. stupid dumb ass. whatever it is, if i wana survive, i just gota suck it all in and swallow. no questions allowed to ask.


ouh yeah. you know. i am a teacher whereby i dont like kids to be rude to their parents, friends. i want them to be independent. and also dont like them to be kaypoh. so, anywway, i give you guys a story.


one of the student was crying and another teacher was pacifying her. and all of her friends was crowding around. i said, " excuse me. the rest of you. please dont be busybodies. i do not busy bodies."

and i actually remembered how kepo i was lst time. cause there was time i was feeding a friend of mine alot of gossips, and he just said to me, " na. kau ade resource library kat rumah kau ke ape."

hahahaha. thts funny,
am i kepo. nmy sister says that im just freaking clumsy and mak nenek. dasar.

daaa. bye
haha.
wokaes.
lemme talk about my work-life.



seriously speaking.
im super tired.
im getting sick very often,
lerthagic ( correct spelling? )
haha. whatever.
anyway, yeah. super tired.
and i wont even want to go anywhere.

and sometimes, honestly speaking i dunnoe why im choosing to do all these when im still young. im a girl. i dont have to go thru ns like guys and yes i do need to chase all my certificates b4 im old. but then, now im working while studying. the advantages are i will get more work experiences then all those who just left poly and i get the same qualifications. so, what im thinking is that. im sick and tired and just super tired to carry on working like this. but tell me again.
how do i bring myself to wake up each morning feeling happy and excited to go to work.


its because of my passion.
( k tht sentence totally like the one moe advertisment thanking teachers and all -_- )
hahaha
anyway, ya la. my kids. all the kids may be crying but after it all, at the end of the day, i'll still be happy doing what im doing. =) yeaaah.




anyway, tadi got this stupid guy who came over to our center to give a talk about fire prevention. i aint got any words to describe how much sadness i felt just nw. just wana let you guys know, that people who are caught in fire, do not die for the heat of the fire. its the smoke that kills the fuck out of you.

and if you are caught in a flat without a way to escape and thers's no fire but just like ccb black thick smoke blowing to your face, im telling you without a doubt even though the building 50 storeys, you'd rather jump. i saw videos. and i freaked out while the guy talking.

and you know when you are wearing contact lens, if you are caught in the smoke, you know you have to immediately take out your lens, cause if you dont, the smoke is gona make your lens melt and you'd be blind like a freaking bat i tell youuuu.

and pls dont use your handphone at the petrol station when you ngh isi minyak, cause can explode. i saw video footage, sumpah tk bedek. and off the engine. pls. and dont over heat you electrical appliances please. and everyone, the least you can do to save urself from getting killed by smoke, even before the fire please buy smoke detector at your house and fire extinguisher pleeease. im gona buy during the weekends.

and pls dont get burnt in thai. cause if you get burnt thr, skin grafting they use pig skin. hahah




ok la. im done freaking out. going to tioman and buying billabong swimming gear to bake in the sun like a happy goobber. the water very clear can see your feet. no kidding. chey. lemme go thr first then i tell you. chey. to my loyal fans. hmm. yela tu na. k bye,
i need to go down for a while.

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