i'm in the imanidiot mood
Posted on: Friday, June 5, 2009
Posted at: 3:20 AM
i was at work.Posted at: 3:20 AM
and then, one student was on the slide.
as she slide down, she exclaimed, " WEEEEE!".
and i rmbrd when i went to the zoo and hadi was laughing like a mad cow because there was this girl who did exactly the same thing.
i was at food culture at tampines.
and then i was eating curry chicken rice.
and i rmrd hadi saying that whenever i eat, it looks so comot and selekeh. he would smile and look at me.
i was on the way home.
and i rmbrd playing this stupid alphabet game which you have to name all the movie starting with one letter of the alphabet with hadi. and he was kissing me like it was kadir's bus.
i swear these small memories will be the death of me. i need it out of my head. i need him out of my head desperately.
someone who has a handsome guy who has a motorbike for a friend, please do call me. i wont use him as a rebound. i would love him and cherish as i would do anyone. =))).
hahaha. kekek ke ape kamalina. aku nk kena tidur rumah nenek aku. and the weekdays are over. i'm super sad as there's nothing to keep me occupied while an asshole is here running through my head. weekends are the worst cause i'm always out. with him all the time. now, not anymore.. wooopedooo. hahaha.
ok. it's ok. i will go meet nurul and shiqa. and eugene which i miss dearly.
k bye.
( anyway. just now i was teaching a class. and they were all so jakon when i put blue paint and yellow paint together. apparently, blue and yellow doesn't make green. blue and yellow issss.
blue and yellow. great job nursery ones... hahaha. kamalina babi. k byeee )
and i will fix you ;
Posted on: Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Posted at: 3:04 AM
Posted at: 3:04 AM
When you try your best
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want
but not what you need
When you feel so tired
but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something
you can't replace
When you love someone
but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
wokaes. i am at clinic h at room 7. yes. i am at sgh. haha. waiting for siti. cause we wanna go shopping for a while at tampines. cause apparently got sundresses for $9.90. are you sure..? biase ar job scope pe. hahaha.
w0kaes.. there's this guy and my friend was talking cornily la.
guy - ouh you're a childcare teacher.
girl - yeah. and you're a interior designer.
guy - yerp2. ok ar. later i got children i send to your childcare.
girl - and later i got house, you can design for me my room
k. kekek ke pe. abeh kamalina. biase la aku nie kn mcm nasi tambah, aku pun kena, mesti nye cakap benda ar. so i said,
" ouh jadi kalau aku bebual ngn doctor aku kena ckp " if i'm having fever, i gota send myself to you ( winks )"..."
eh lame ke ape kamalina..
hahahaha...
teacher ina teacher ina.
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haha. never get sick of it everyday.. best nye jadi cikgu. hahaha.
i wnted to take up drum lessons tau. abeh, i was asking my mum whether i can or not.
she said cannot cause drums memanggil setan. and tht recorder also panggil setan.
omg. how kekek my mum can. nurul was laughing till she cried sia.
i miss nurul and shiqa. alot alot.
=((.
im damn bored la. i don't know what to do.
i said to ridwan, (4a5a) how to take up rock climbing. abeh die ckp yg mahal. and its not a suitable choice. ehhhh sedih ke ape.
what's with me and random things.
i went out with raimi on sunday.
you know how random tht can be. i mean whenever i go out with people kn, tk pernah terserampak ngn tht much people ar.
i saw fathuddin , mr nat tan and i dunnoe ar who else. but so funny tht day must meet alot of people. hahaha.
ok
hafiz, thinks i'm ego. ok tell me again. to regret my decision and then crying every single night while hadi's out and having fun. and thinking about him 99.9% every time. and even when i'm dreaming, he doesn't escape from my thoughts. i don't think i'm being ego.
just because i dun answer his calls, or msgs. or don't bother about how he's doing. tht doesn't make me ego. i gave everything up to him. tht doesn't make me ego.
nope. i am not going to let this affect my life. i can still go through this. for two years and 8 months. i think i can get past this.. no. i CAN get past this. cause i'm way stronger than any thing. i don't need this to make me change. i can still be happy. and laugh and be crazy. cause i am kamalina. if all my friends were to leave me and i'm being sacked or what, i still have my mother and family. so, i will think that this is nothing. i can past this like whatever.
now, i'm ego.
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hahah.
chey. go ahead and tell everyone that i'm a motivational speaker. haha. confirm you all can let go of your worst past.
call me. teacher ina. the cutest but most moving motivational speaker alive... yipppee yaa yyoo..
k aku mepek,.
sumpah aku tk kelakar sey.
i cannot make jokes anymore . shit. nehmind later i practise.
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mak peowww..
i dont tink that's the correct spelling. hahaha.
k bye. =)))
