i dont know what im doing with my life.
really.
=/

i need help.
not for my mental health.
duh.
im not crazy.
that i do not even have time for myself.
ok.
i do.
just no time for the outside world.


all because of the open house dok.
this saturday.
abeh lps tu aku free.
free from everything.
RIGHHHT.
no la. of course not.
aku ade practicum lagi.
like sialll.




woooahh lek ar babe.
niwaes, in class, when i'm suppose to be studying,
i'm having religious motivational talk with one of my classmate.
seriously.
i really feel motivated to sembahyang, cause i realise that aku nie berdosa keziliion times..
like alot alot.
what in the world?
can you imagine tht if you have a matair for two years...
two bloody years...
and you never sentuh one another before.
sentuh tau..
i swear tht takes a lot of strength.
haiiz.




ok la.
aku nie gile babi random ehh.
org update pasl dirng peh life.
what they do and all,
aku talk about nk taubat.
ala.. in a way or another, still i'm like telling you all what i feel mah.
ehhh, diam ar kama.
aku nie cam ckp gitu.
stepping org nk bace je blog kau.
lek suaaa.
niwaes, i wanna make a bbq for 4a5a this may la.
so cool eh.
=)))
k bye

wokaes.
i'm so irritated with work.
i really had a bad day at work.
like really really bad day.
i got freaked up and i broke down.
like in front of people.
and luckily he came.

he said,
" omg. you look so kekek when you cry. like baby sia na. gembeng"
ok thanks.




and then my pictures are developing already.
yummy yummy.
wanna eat ljs tomorrow.
at penin.
hahaha.
and he gotta collect my pictures tomorrow at bedok.
mit me at outram, and send me to penin.
how ridiculously leceh can i be?
im so stupid.







ok. aku mmg bodoh
k bye
wokaes..
i like setting up my own classroom.
cause whenever i come in the pretty classroom done up with all my hard work,
i feel super satisfied with myself.

its not the same like when last time, in primary and in secondary school,
to set up boards and all.
now, its totally all on me.
i have to create ways to be imaginative and also i need to stimulate my children's interest.
this age is very crucial as they are beginning to explore.
so more to hands-on, creative thinking.






ok.
tht was so teacher ina talking..
seriously, don't go with me right.
but nobody knows how i am in LSH-SGH.







hahaha.
ok.
sumpah aku ngh ade sore throat.
and its like suare aku jantan.
ehhh. tk kelakar siul org buat suare aku bahan ketawe.
kau ade sore throat, aku throw party sia kt muke kau.
kau rase ape?
mentang2 aku diam2 sendiri, say nola nola in a nice manner,
don't take advantage ar.
aku tumbuk muke kau baru tau ahhh.



hahaha.
wokaes. and im supposedly asleep by now, but then i gota charge my mp3.
dah nk flat.
booohooohooo.
-__-
besok kuar ngn ber since next week he going in to ns.
super duper sedih ar masuk ns.
no more nice hair ber.
abeh dah tkde org nk lepak ngn.
acap semue cam ne.



haiz.
bodoh ar betul.
niwaes. i swear i can't wait for this sunday.
yiiiippppeeeeyaaaa yooo.
i'm going to sentosa.
and watching my bloody valentine after tht.
coolness or wht.
hopefully no conflicts.
later gota think of resolutions.
shut up kamalina.
k. diam ar.
kau ar diam.




bbbbyeeee,


shiqa, nurul, iba.
i am damn sorry that work is being a bitch to me.
no time for anything.

i dont know what im doing with my life.
really.
=/

i need help.
not for my mental health.
duh.
im not crazy.
that i do not even have time for myself.
ok.
i do.
just no time for the outside world.


all because of the open house dok.
this saturday.
abeh lps tu aku free.
free from everything.
RIGHHHT.
no la. of course not.
aku ade practicum lagi.
like sialll.




woooahh lek ar babe.
niwaes, in class, when i'm suppose to be studying,
i'm having religious motivational talk with one of my classmate.
seriously.
i really feel motivated to sembahyang, cause i realise that aku nie berdosa keziliion times..
like alot alot.
what in the world?
can you imagine tht if you have a matair for two years...
two bloody years...
and you never sentuh one another before.
sentuh tau..
i swear tht takes a lot of strength.
haiiz.




ok la.
aku nie gile babi random ehh.
org update pasl dirng peh life.
what they do and all,
aku talk about nk taubat.
ala.. in a way or another, still i'm like telling you all what i feel mah.
ehhh, diam ar kama.
aku nie cam ckp gitu.
stepping org nk bace je blog kau.
lek suaaa.
niwaes, i wanna make a bbq for 4a5a this may la.
so cool eh.
=)))
k bye

wokaes.
i'm so irritated with work.
i really had a bad day at work.
like really really bad day.
i got freaked up and i broke down.
like in front of people.
and luckily he came.

he said,
" omg. you look so kekek when you cry. like baby sia na. gembeng"
ok thanks.




and then my pictures are developing already.
yummy yummy.
wanna eat ljs tomorrow.
at penin.
hahaha.
and he gotta collect my pictures tomorrow at bedok.
mit me at outram, and send me to penin.
how ridiculously leceh can i be?
im so stupid.







ok. aku mmg bodoh
k bye
wokaes..
i like setting up my own classroom.
cause whenever i come in the pretty classroom done up with all my hard work,
i feel super satisfied with myself.

its not the same like when last time, in primary and in secondary school,
to set up boards and all.
now, its totally all on me.
i have to create ways to be imaginative and also i need to stimulate my children's interest.
this age is very crucial as they are beginning to explore.
so more to hands-on, creative thinking.






ok.
tht was so teacher ina talking..
seriously, don't go with me right.
but nobody knows how i am in LSH-SGH.







hahaha.
ok.
sumpah aku ngh ade sore throat.
and its like suare aku jantan.
ehhh. tk kelakar siul org buat suare aku bahan ketawe.
kau ade sore throat, aku throw party sia kt muke kau.
kau rase ape?
mentang2 aku diam2 sendiri, say nola nola in a nice manner,
don't take advantage ar.
aku tumbuk muke kau baru tau ahhh.



hahaha.
wokaes. and im supposedly asleep by now, but then i gota charge my mp3.
dah nk flat.
booohooohooo.
-__-
besok kuar ngn ber since next week he going in to ns.
super duper sedih ar masuk ns.
no more nice hair ber.
abeh dah tkde org nk lepak ngn.
acap semue cam ne.



haiz.
bodoh ar betul.
niwaes. i swear i can't wait for this sunday.
yiiiippppeeeeyaaaa yooo.
i'm going to sentosa.
and watching my bloody valentine after tht.
coolness or wht.
hopefully no conflicts.
later gota think of resolutions.
shut up kamalina.
k. diam ar.
kau ar diam.




bbbbyeeee,


shiqa, nurul, iba.
i am damn sorry that work is being a bitch to me.
no time for anything.

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