in a mess ;
Posted on: Thursday, April 30, 2009
Posted at: 8:27 PM
Posted at: 8:27 PM
hello. and today is labour day. i should be out and getting back my social life that i have lost since i've started working full time.and it sucks tht my pay is little cause of the mc's i took when i got sick. to think back, the time i was sick, i got even sicker cause of hadi ar. make my life miserable. hmmph..
ouh yeah. today is labour day. and im super sad cause shiqa's working and hadi's going out with his friends. and tomorrow im going out with mine. so sunday then i'll be miting him. and we're going to watch x-men origins. or whatever.
niwaes, im super excited for my friend's wedding. we're gona find dresses to wear to go for it. and kite akan naik taxi. cause hannah, siti, aunty eng and me very lazy people. meet the rest at farrer park mrt station. the wedding is at civil service club. cooolness or what la i tell you. all the aunty semue pergi seyy.
hahaha.
im so penat la. gonna go back to sleep since i got nothing to do anymore. -__-. bbbyeee.
Posted on: Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Posted at: 7:55 AM
Posted at: 7:55 AM
" just do me ONE favour na. trust me. that's all i ask"
yerp2.. guess trusting you whole-heartedly causes big big fights and tears and stupid decisionsss...
welll.. whatever. just make do with whatever we have left now. 2 more months and done. over. zilch. nothing.
free at last babyyy..
you're free from me.
i'm free from you.
guess it's what we've always wanted.
just not brave enough to do so after more than two years.
nyehhhehe.
k.
wokaes.
soo maay is like this friday.
and the month is super packed.
april was the shittss...
hahaha.
i like i like.
got alot of things happened.
very big fight with family ( duwanna tok about it )
i passed my practicum.
the two more dreaded tests since i joined the pre-schooling teaching line.
and im done and over with it.
i'm left to wait for my results.
ouh yeah.
i took the spore flyer.
which was super nice.
and scary.
but slow la. there was this picture we took and my face like cramped up. nak step takut. tapi jadi buruk. jadi tk nk upload la. buat paiseh aje kn kn. hahaha. hadi nye mate like wana pop out. hahaha. kekek or wht.
so yerp2. may got alot of things. im going to zoo you know you know. i wana have movie marathon jugak. 3 movies all in a day.. ikut jejak kakak aku jugak lerrr. then i got a wedding to go. and najib is having a bbq pit for his b'day. can't wait to go. and the last but not least. i got a staff retreat. so, the whole childcare is closed for a day cause we all wana take a break. and pls pls pls guess where the LITTLE SKOOL HOUSE is going for our retreat.
pls look at the word retreat.
it means resting or having fun in a relaxed way. but apparently we are going to go dragon boating. hahahahaha.coolness or wht. hahaha. i hope on the hill will win. nyehehe. tadi little skool house appear in the news. then kamalina excited.. baik. dah jiwang LSH nmpk.. mak peooow....
ok. cant wait for zoo. hadi's allergic to fur. ( lame excuse to not got zoo -__- i dont care. you promised oredi/.. )
oh hello..;
Posted on: Sunday, April 5, 2009
Posted at: 7:01 AM
Posted at: 7:01 AM
hhhhhiiiiii!!!
im a happy goober.
happy happy happy.
im so happy today..
omg.
i totally forgot that im suppose to be sad.
cause iba went to china today.
sumpah sedih the way i had to send her.
alamak.
one week man.
and some more got holiday this friday.
who wana go jogging with me and motivate me to not cry?
ok.
takpe.
sudah..
di tmpt yg kamu berade skrng.
sungguh bnyk sangt khinzir.
hahaha.
mcm kau jugak..
tapi takpe.
aku tetap syg kau eh bb..
=))))
wokaes.
today im happy cause i rmbred all of my memories back then.
when everything was so happy and gay when i was with yanhadi.
haha
of all things.
i mean.
seriously. i think that being with him last time, was kinda gerek.
i made alot of friends ( at the same time enemies too )
like afiq, opek, ramdhan and all.
there were alot of lepak sessions with them
aaaannd sumpah kaki gerek.
esp with afiq.
so at the airport just now, i saw afiq and ramdhan.
all the memories came back and i didnt feel sad.
but damn happy cause i rmbr back all and just how happy and gay things were.
not saying tht now things are not gay,
just tht i think some people agree that they get stressed up just by thinking of me.
im too much of a burden.
fine have your own personal space.
you win baby.
im fine with anything.
im damn packed in april.
i have 3 birthdays, one wedding, 3 exams and one night out filled with fucked up fun things..
gota get it done and over with and may will be here soon.
4a5a outing will be on 9th may..
if noone's coming, shiqa and me will still be going.
right right.
win-win situasi
ok. since i wont be updating until like two more weeks or so, lemme do the b'day update shit.
happy 20th b'day hadi.
i just wana say that even though this decision was made on a rather rough note, i hope that we won't ever lose contact. i know we won't be close anymore and be meeting often, but good things are bound to happen. i wish you good luck with life and also the best in everything. please do take care of yourself and your family. i won't ever forget you.
=)))
happy 19th b'day shiqa.
omg you're so old.
anyway, i know everytime last time, everyone would ask me
" ehh hiii.. mane shiqa"
or everyone would ask you
" ehh hiii.. mane kamalina"
its because i spend most of my time with you.
i spend more time with you than hadi, work or family.
i miss all of that.
and i swear just because that now, i don't have time for you doesn't mean i don't care.
you're still my best friend.
the bestest one, just like nurul faradella.
the two friends who i can't live without.
or the two friends who made me who i am today.
shape me up.
and support me through all thick or thin.
it's your 19th b'day
and all i wish for you is your happiness.
whatever your decisions are, i'm here as your friend.
to suport you, advise you and console you.
as long as it makes you happy.
i love you.
happy b'day.
k byee people.
=)))
wait for my next stupid dupid postttttttit.
=)
