i think i have insomnia.
because my mother has it.
its like if you can't sleep and then you wake up damn early even though you are super sleepy.
and you can last like 28 hours. then, you want to sleep, but then you'll wake up very early again.
so the cycle last without me repaying the hours of sleep i lost.
so sad.
hahahaha.

so, smlm i eat sleeping pill.
and i just woke up. and im freaking groggy.
-___-'
k. sumpah tht emoticon tk akan basi.
hahaha.





so, today got alot of things to do.
and tomorrow.
and wednesday got slumber party.
my sister night shift for 4 nights.
so i feel sad have to sleep alone for 4 nights.
=(


k.
i hope i get to see shah today.
dunnoe why i miss him suddenly.
hahah.
yesterday, i asked him to buy me teh.
k lame..
and sanggup pe member.
aku dah bagus bagi kau multimeter ehh.
mintak favour ar babe.










new year is coming...
it sucks cause there was millions of plans.
but it all cocked up just because of pictures.
and syabas ar. blang la semue kawan kau.
k byee
im screwed.
i should stop using vulgarities.
and i should stop lying.


these are my new year resolutions.





k bye
an ending to trust; family and best friend.














i wanna pass quickly. i scared if later cannot bring everyone i want around in the car when i pass oredi.













i dont like.
i dont like.

really. if i had a fight with you or something in the past and it was never resolved, i dont think i would ever ever ever find the heart in me to forgive you. i would find you utterly disgusting and wouldnt even wanna face your shitty face. i'll give you a chance to make up for it ar, i would spend time with you. if you're ok and i like you, you would find me being friends with you. but if you give me fucking attitude and talk to my friends like he's a fucking moron like you're so fucking smart, go fuck yourself ok? go and die laa.
seriously. just the sight of you make me turn off siaaa. stupid jinx jinx jinxxxxxxxxx...





yeahhh. tell me again nowadays why in the world am i sooo bloody sensitive. i could take it given two months ago, but nowadays kn, im like so mad at everyone. and also, i get sad easily. -_-
i know its lame.
diam ar.





wokaes.. so yesterday, did alot of stupid stuff. and ended up at esplanade. it was stupid. iba.. we should hav gone someone else eh eh.. niwaes, ba. kau realise tak, tht both of us never take pictures. so next time kite jumpe, amek gmbr ok? ahhh.. manhunting yok?



hahaha. wokaes. so later im going to bbdc and then to the concert.. its like so fun.. woooooowwwweeeee.


k buuuubbyee
fullstop tk bleh pakai sia kt laptop nie jadi hari nie aku bebual kn kn kn, tkde fullstop
sedih pe kama
hahahaha
tapi kau bebual mane pernah ade fullstop anyway
ade pun mcm tkde

asl nie kau insult diri kau nie nie
iba tk angkat call aku
aku tk tau die ngh buat ape skrng
aiyo yo tambi
niari aku nk buat potato salad and aku nk hantar sikit kat rumah nenek rukiah
i hope its gonna be nice,
pasl klau tk paiseh to the max dot com
cause i keep on telling people to eat it on 21st march
i have a bbq tht me and iba planning
coolness or wht

i think me and iba should really be event organisers cause we're cool like tht
mak peowww
-____-

i heard from kakak diyanah tht min and munir making progress oredi
soo good
they're asking one another for tissue
k i know it sounds true
umi and mak aku should do the same
siblings tapi tk bebual since sec sch
same scenario jugak eh si min and nir
hahahahahah



i miss shiqa, nurul, amina ( i swear i do like hell ), mel, nad, ili, fara and all
haizzz
i think im abnormal laa
am i
huh?
am i am i am i

irritating ehh
k sumpah fullstop tk bleh pakai
aku nk hantam aje bende nie
chhheeeyyy
diam ar
kau diam ar

aku sedih ehh
aku rase tk de org bace pun blog aku
harap2 ar
jadi ape2 aku ckp kt sini, stays here
shiqa, nurul mel iba je tau
cheyyyy
sworn to secrecy



AND SHIQA
MUKE AKU KT BLOG KAU SUMPAH AKU BURUK
LETAK LA MUKE AKU CANTIK SIKIT
KAU GLAM AKU TAK
MANE FAIR SEEYYY SEY SEYY
HAHAHAH
aku rindu kau
tu tk caps lock ehhh
tk lah
caps lock mcm ganas
nk ckp rindu kerinduan nk kena biase
k
shut up sia kamalina
sumpa aku lame
niwaes, while im typing this shit kn
blogger could not contact blogger dot com saving and publishing may fail retrying

retrying wak luuuuuuu
hahaha
k ar k ar k ar
bbbbuuuubbbbyyyeeee
sumpah aku nk makan long john silver

wish me luck with kentang sihattttt
bbbye
hahahahaha. its just a question.
as you all know, today is hari raye haji.
i slept at nenek rukiah's house for two days since sat all the way till monday.
had a great time there, talking about ghost stories and all.
but when i woke up today, i couldnt wait to go tok's house.
like everytime... i always like anticipating seeing everyone there.
but when i reach tok's house, it was super quiet.
i felt sad, super sad but i suck it all up trying to make people laugh.
i made alot of my cousins laughed and my aunties too.
but on the way back home, i just cried cause i miss him laughing at my jokes.
i miss tok laughing at me when im making fun of baby.
i miss tok smiling watching us eat when we're eating.
i miss tok i swear, and the first time tok not here for hari raye, feels so weird.
feels so not raye.















k ar.
gone with the wind...
i really hope the memory lasts within me...
bubye.
=)
i waited for the postman, to bring me a letter...



chey... stepping rumah aku nie cam bunglow ar. nk kena tunngu mailman.. ngn newspaper boy campak kat doorstep aku.. heee. shut up.
niwaes, aku excited ehh nk update.. sunday ku pergi surprise b'day party tuk ili kt bb.. not bbdc ehhh. csc@bb.... cheyyy.... its a civil service centre.. its like best nk mampus.... really.. mcm a mini fantasy island ehh kt dlm.... really tk bedek.. then.. ade gym. tmpt bbq overlooking the swimming pool. and the karaoke and ade funland.... nk gi sane lagi plsssss.. =(((. aku jakon to the max dotcom la..... sumpah aku tk bedek.. skrng aku bebual pun aku ngh cam excited. ok.. tk macam.. mmg..hahahaha.


then kn, aku pergi main scrabble ngn shiqa smlm. we played only one game but it took like 2 hrs... pasl smlm kite main scrabble with all the rules and regulations.. no nonsence like samad ke pisang ke ape ehhh.. word pandai nye semue.. and aku tk tau asl aku pandai smlm... heh. must be ciggarettes.. ~ ehem ehem ~. and then i went home and i dropped the radio and the whole family pissed off with me.. then i got pissed off also i started to shout at everyone.
then i slept like a pig. now i wake up oredi and waiting for iba to come here...
oh yeah.. need to clean up the house..
i think im sooo ready to get married really. cause i can clean up the whole house by myself.. the only thing i need to learn is to cook. can someone teach me how to cook? plssss... i can bake..
but not cook...


ishhhh aku bebual bnyk ehhhh..


k..aku tak lame.. just a lil weird.. hahahahahahahahahahah... nk kt hujan and i got so many things to do by this friday. and im going out tomorrow.. to watch movie. and lepak. i tink ar.. yeeerrp.. daaaaa..byyeee.


=)))

i think i have insomnia.
because my mother has it.
its like if you can't sleep and then you wake up damn early even though you are super sleepy.
and you can last like 28 hours. then, you want to sleep, but then you'll wake up very early again.
so the cycle last without me repaying the hours of sleep i lost.
so sad.
hahahaha.

so, smlm i eat sleeping pill.
and i just woke up. and im freaking groggy.
-___-'
k. sumpah tht emoticon tk akan basi.
hahaha.





so, today got alot of things to do.
and tomorrow.
and wednesday got slumber party.
my sister night shift for 4 nights.
so i feel sad have to sleep alone for 4 nights.
=(


k.
i hope i get to see shah today.
dunnoe why i miss him suddenly.
hahah.
yesterday, i asked him to buy me teh.
k lame..
and sanggup pe member.
aku dah bagus bagi kau multimeter ehh.
mintak favour ar babe.










new year is coming...
it sucks cause there was millions of plans.
but it all cocked up just because of pictures.
and syabas ar. blang la semue kawan kau.
k byee
im screwed.
i should stop using vulgarities.
and i should stop lying.


these are my new year resolutions.





k bye
an ending to trust; family and best friend.














i wanna pass quickly. i scared if later cannot bring everyone i want around in the car when i pass oredi.













i dont like.
i dont like.

really. if i had a fight with you or something in the past and it was never resolved, i dont think i would ever ever ever find the heart in me to forgive you. i would find you utterly disgusting and wouldnt even wanna face your shitty face. i'll give you a chance to make up for it ar, i would spend time with you. if you're ok and i like you, you would find me being friends with you. but if you give me fucking attitude and talk to my friends like he's a fucking moron like you're so fucking smart, go fuck yourself ok? go and die laa.
seriously. just the sight of you make me turn off siaaa. stupid jinx jinx jinxxxxxxxxx...





yeahhh. tell me again nowadays why in the world am i sooo bloody sensitive. i could take it given two months ago, but nowadays kn, im like so mad at everyone. and also, i get sad easily. -_-
i know its lame.
diam ar.





wokaes.. so yesterday, did alot of stupid stuff. and ended up at esplanade. it was stupid. iba.. we should hav gone someone else eh eh.. niwaes, ba. kau realise tak, tht both of us never take pictures. so next time kite jumpe, amek gmbr ok? ahhh.. manhunting yok?



hahaha. wokaes. so later im going to bbdc and then to the concert.. its like so fun.. woooooowwwweeeee.


k buuuubbyee
fullstop tk bleh pakai sia kt laptop nie jadi hari nie aku bebual kn kn kn, tkde fullstop
sedih pe kama
hahahaha
tapi kau bebual mane pernah ade fullstop anyway
ade pun mcm tkde

asl nie kau insult diri kau nie nie
iba tk angkat call aku
aku tk tau die ngh buat ape skrng
aiyo yo tambi
niari aku nk buat potato salad and aku nk hantar sikit kat rumah nenek rukiah
i hope its gonna be nice,
pasl klau tk paiseh to the max dot com
cause i keep on telling people to eat it on 21st march
i have a bbq tht me and iba planning
coolness or wht

i think me and iba should really be event organisers cause we're cool like tht
mak peowww
-____-

i heard from kakak diyanah tht min and munir making progress oredi
soo good
they're asking one another for tissue
k i know it sounds true
umi and mak aku should do the same
siblings tapi tk bebual since sec sch
same scenario jugak eh si min and nir
hahahahahah



i miss shiqa, nurul, amina ( i swear i do like hell ), mel, nad, ili, fara and all
haizzz
i think im abnormal laa
am i
huh?
am i am i am i

irritating ehh
k sumpah fullstop tk bleh pakai
aku nk hantam aje bende nie
chhheeeyyy
diam ar
kau diam ar

aku sedih ehh
aku rase tk de org bace pun blog aku
harap2 ar
jadi ape2 aku ckp kt sini, stays here
shiqa, nurul mel iba je tau
cheyyyy
sworn to secrecy



AND SHIQA
MUKE AKU KT BLOG KAU SUMPAH AKU BURUK
LETAK LA MUKE AKU CANTIK SIKIT
KAU GLAM AKU TAK
MANE FAIR SEEYYY SEY SEYY
HAHAHAH
aku rindu kau
tu tk caps lock ehhh
tk lah
caps lock mcm ganas
nk ckp rindu kerinduan nk kena biase
k
shut up sia kamalina
sumpa aku lame
niwaes, while im typing this shit kn
blogger could not contact blogger dot com saving and publishing may fail retrying

retrying wak luuuuuuu
hahaha
k ar k ar k ar
bbbbuuuubbbbyyyeeee
sumpah aku nk makan long john silver

wish me luck with kentang sihattttt
bbbye
hahahahaha. its just a question.
as you all know, today is hari raye haji.
i slept at nenek rukiah's house for two days since sat all the way till monday.
had a great time there, talking about ghost stories and all.
but when i woke up today, i couldnt wait to go tok's house.
like everytime... i always like anticipating seeing everyone there.
but when i reach tok's house, it was super quiet.
i felt sad, super sad but i suck it all up trying to make people laugh.
i made alot of my cousins laughed and my aunties too.
but on the way back home, i just cried cause i miss him laughing at my jokes.
i miss tok laughing at me when im making fun of baby.
i miss tok smiling watching us eat when we're eating.
i miss tok i swear, and the first time tok not here for hari raye, feels so weird.
feels so not raye.















k ar.
gone with the wind...
i really hope the memory lasts within me...
bubye.
=)
i waited for the postman, to bring me a letter...



chey... stepping rumah aku nie cam bunglow ar. nk kena tunngu mailman.. ngn newspaper boy campak kat doorstep aku.. heee. shut up.
niwaes, aku excited ehh nk update.. sunday ku pergi surprise b'day party tuk ili kt bb.. not bbdc ehhh. csc@bb.... cheyyy.... its a civil service centre.. its like best nk mampus.... really.. mcm a mini fantasy island ehh kt dlm.... really tk bedek.. then.. ade gym. tmpt bbq overlooking the swimming pool. and the karaoke and ade funland.... nk gi sane lagi plsssss.. =(((. aku jakon to the max dotcom la..... sumpah aku tk bedek.. skrng aku bebual pun aku ngh cam excited. ok.. tk macam.. mmg..hahahaha.


then kn, aku pergi main scrabble ngn shiqa smlm. we played only one game but it took like 2 hrs... pasl smlm kite main scrabble with all the rules and regulations.. no nonsence like samad ke pisang ke ape ehhh.. word pandai nye semue.. and aku tk tau asl aku pandai smlm... heh. must be ciggarettes.. ~ ehem ehem ~. and then i went home and i dropped the radio and the whole family pissed off with me.. then i got pissed off also i started to shout at everyone.
then i slept like a pig. now i wake up oredi and waiting for iba to come here...
oh yeah.. need to clean up the house..
i think im sooo ready to get married really. cause i can clean up the whole house by myself.. the only thing i need to learn is to cook. can someone teach me how to cook? plssss... i can bake..
but not cook...


ishhhh aku bebual bnyk ehhhh..


k..aku tak lame.. just a lil weird.. hahahahahahahahahahah... nk kt hujan and i got so many things to do by this friday. and im going out tomorrow.. to watch movie. and lepak. i tink ar.. yeeerrp.. daaaaa..byyeee.


=)))

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