i do not treat u like a bahan. If u feel tht i do, im really sorry. But seriously i do not. Sometimes, u ask me out on days when i really got other plans or when im super tired. I really need u to understand that la. aku sumpah tk paham asl kau mengamuk sngt. u dun nd to put down the fone on me or scold me. U knw tht i dun like being scolded... and for ur info, aku slalu call kau jugak and kau tk angkat and sometimes kau pun terlupe nk call aku balik. But i nvr get angry. And when i do, i apologize.
im back. From a very fun seeesssiiion with my cousins... Abeh sumpah sedih bopleh bulu anjing siaaa... Pals butss.. Hahaha. Cause no gambar at all. But today super duper fun lor. I aint got any words to describe how much fun i had. Hahah. K. Aku nk ngk glee and paranormal activities baby. Good bye. hahah.
today hari raya haji. So nice. Today is one of the big big celebration without some of my loved ones and i feel ok. :). I feel happy.. I need to go for some rocking session.. ( rock band ) hahah. I nned to show off some serious skills to people. Who wana do a band wif me. Heee. Anyway, will be playing bowling tonight.. Hopefully... Or pump it la. nyehehe. I will be so going underwater world on monday... Heee..... Yey!!! K bye. Nk main taiti.
heyyy. Hahaha
Am at my cousins' house and its super cool that i can update my blog using my handphone... Nyehehe. i am going to underwater world on monday. Super sexyyyy... Hahah. with my kids.. Yyey. So my friends are still gona go and stay there. Wooohooo. Got friends for the rest of my three years there... :). Heee. K la. Maybe i'll update later. Goodbye..
im gona stay at LSH-SGH
cause apparently that's just
one of the few options i have.

but i will think of it this way.
im gona have 3 years of experience
and im gonna do this slowly.
take one step at a time.
woooweee.
=))



heheh.
anyway, im gonna find a new hp.
most probably im gona use bill.
yipee. cause i have a steeady work job for another three years.
so, can la..
anyway, i gtg.
will update later.
my dad's here
bunbbyeee
ok..

lemme update this cobwebed blog.


first i wana apologize to two friends of mine,
to the first one,

im really sorry for making fun of you. i know you're pissed of at me. thts why you put down the phone. and usually after people put down at me, i would not care and just get along with life. cause im usually selfish like tht. but then, you're one of my closest friend i have since secondary school and i really am apologizing to you. i may be effing irraitating. but im really asking for you to forgive me. cause i would stop. i would stop making fun of you. its not funny anymore. i'll just zip it about it. im sorry.



to the second friend of mine;

i swear to god. i know its too late to apologize. i know both of us have fallen out of this friendship we had because of me. im really sorry tht i did not call you nor made an effort to save anything. and im really sorry that i did not even apologize to you even when you were so angry at me and start tagging me at facebook. im really sorry that i did not treasure the friendship we had. im sorry tht i did not wish you on your birthday. i was being so ego and full of myself. im really sorry. and i would just like you to forgive me.





i know i know that im super selfish that sometimes i find friends when im in their need. i know that sometimes, i would call people only when im alone and depressed and just in the need of attention. and when im ok and well, and less desperate for attention, i would push people aside and just continue with my life. just get along without even apologizing and not care.. but then, when im alone, i would just think about all the bad things that i did to all my friends. and i realise that im not tht innocent which i always picture myself as. im not that good and kind-hearted. its just the image i want people to look at me as and i realise im just as selfish and egoistic as asswipe. i feel damn ashamed of myself.







fcuk it.
k bye.

i do not treat u like a bahan. If u feel tht i do, im really sorry. But seriously i do not. Sometimes, u ask me out on days when i really got other plans or when im super tired. I really need u to understand that la. aku sumpah tk paham asl kau mengamuk sngt. u dun nd to put down the fone on me or scold me. U knw tht i dun like being scolded... and for ur info, aku slalu call kau jugak and kau tk angkat and sometimes kau pun terlupe nk call aku balik. But i nvr get angry. And when i do, i apologize.
im back. From a very fun seeesssiiion with my cousins... Abeh sumpah sedih bopleh bulu anjing siaaa... Pals butss.. Hahaha. Cause no gambar at all. But today super duper fun lor. I aint got any words to describe how much fun i had. Hahah. K. Aku nk ngk glee and paranormal activities baby. Good bye. hahah.
today hari raya haji. So nice. Today is one of the big big celebration without some of my loved ones and i feel ok. :). I feel happy.. I need to go for some rocking session.. ( rock band ) hahah. I nned to show off some serious skills to people. Who wana do a band wif me. Heee. Anyway, will be playing bowling tonight.. Hopefully... Or pump it la. nyehehe. I will be so going underwater world on monday... Heee..... Yey!!! K bye. Nk main taiti.
heyyy. Hahaha
Am at my cousins' house and its super cool that i can update my blog using my handphone... Nyehehe. i am going to underwater world on monday. Super sexyyyy... Hahah. with my kids.. Yyey. So my friends are still gona go and stay there. Wooohooo. Got friends for the rest of my three years there... :). Heee. K la. Maybe i'll update later. Goodbye..
im gona stay at LSH-SGH
cause apparently that's just
one of the few options i have.

but i will think of it this way.
im gona have 3 years of experience
and im gonna do this slowly.
take one step at a time.
woooweee.
=))



heheh.
anyway, im gonna find a new hp.
most probably im gona use bill.
yipee. cause i have a steeady work job for another three years.
so, can la..
anyway, i gtg.
will update later.
my dad's here
bunbbyeee
ok..

lemme update this cobwebed blog.


first i wana apologize to two friends of mine,
to the first one,

im really sorry for making fun of you. i know you're pissed of at me. thts why you put down the phone. and usually after people put down at me, i would not care and just get along with life. cause im usually selfish like tht. but then, you're one of my closest friend i have since secondary school and i really am apologizing to you. i may be effing irraitating. but im really asking for you to forgive me. cause i would stop. i would stop making fun of you. its not funny anymore. i'll just zip it about it. im sorry.



to the second friend of mine;

i swear to god. i know its too late to apologize. i know both of us have fallen out of this friendship we had because of me. im really sorry tht i did not call you nor made an effort to save anything. and im really sorry that i did not even apologize to you even when you were so angry at me and start tagging me at facebook. im really sorry that i did not treasure the friendship we had. im sorry tht i did not wish you on your birthday. i was being so ego and full of myself. im really sorry. and i would just like you to forgive me.





i know i know that im super selfish that sometimes i find friends when im in their need. i know that sometimes, i would call people only when im alone and depressed and just in the need of attention. and when im ok and well, and less desperate for attention, i would push people aside and just continue with my life. just get along without even apologizing and not care.. but then, when im alone, i would just think about all the bad things that i did to all my friends. and i realise that im not tht innocent which i always picture myself as. im not that good and kind-hearted. its just the image i want people to look at me as and i realise im just as selfish and egoistic as asswipe. i feel damn ashamed of myself.







fcuk it.
k bye.

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