and so, i always keep my hopes up too high ya?

hahaha.
i wanna be a vasantham star.
kn kn? plss..
haha..
=)))



niwaes, im am super duper sleepy and i still nk step mane nye nocturnal animal. im bloody updating my stupid hancur, dah tk de org nk bace lagi laaa blog at ten to midnight.
its super irritating that im working tomorrow. i feel like putting my life for a one week pause. then i would sleep, wake up, go swimming. then sleep wake up, go cycling. sleep, wake up, go bowling. sleep, wake up, go ice-skating. sleep wake up, go jurong birds' park..



talking about jurong birds' park.
i really really wanna go there.. who is rela hati pegi sane with me?
i would bring hadi cause apparently, hadi would be the only one who would layan my karena. but i would like someone else cause i cant disturb him pulak this year.. nyehehehe. how?
jurong birds' park seyy. k k.

who likes birds?i wanna see the owl, and penguins and flamingoes and the big big waterfall,
k sumpah aku tk bleh sabar nk g jbp. jbp. like jubo bapak. -___-


hahaha. k k .
i'll find someone..
dont worry. =))



c ya later alligator.
i have absolutely no mood. at all.
because yayi just passed away and im really having the worst stress at work...
like i feel like breaking down and crying and asking someone to be here.
but most of my friends are busy and my sister is working night shift.
i feel like shit cause raye is in a few days and everything is going down the drain.
i have nothing. absolutely nothing to make myelf happy, except for my own jokes and my own determination to shut my trap and just take it all in a stride.
but i think that i deserve something to make me happy ya?\


cause im very very very close to breaking down now, right at this very second........
let's say things to get things off my chest.


my ex-complication ;

you know. there are so many things i want to tell you. i really hope you can come read my blog. maybe you will. maybe i will ask you to read it. anyway, you know. you changed my life the most. cause you're not only my best friend but you're more than that. i can only thank you for taking care of me and protecting me. you mean the world and i never wanted you to let me go. i always thought we would be together always, all the time. but things dont go the way you plan right.? its funny sometimes waking up after 3 years and no calls from you. nor msgs. like in the usual way.

like when i was working at ochacha. and i finish work at 6 and you would call at 445 saying that you're going out of the house and will wait for me at the usual place. but you'll watch tv or look at the mirror for another fifteen minutes and as usual you'll always always be late. haha. then we would walk around the whole of city hall and acting like its kadir's and mazlan's shopping center. and we would take like 1 hr to decide what to eat and then we will always end up eating at subway. the same things and all.

i miss talking to you on the phone before going out with you on the weekends cause you would always ask me to wear a shoe cause i always wear slippers and be selekeh. you would always say that i wear whatever i feel comfartable in. and i dont care if i look like shit. and then, we would talk until like the time we're suppose to bath and then, i would go over under your block.and wait impatiently for you. and you always come down with a smile and i will like muke mcm taik with you. haha. and then we would fight cause we dont have any plans. and you always ask me to make plans. then when i make plans to go east coast or sentosa. i will enjoy. but you dont like cause panas and later you feel sweaty and dirty. hahaa. cacat sia.

i miss fighting with you esp. cause when i fight with you, it shows how much you care. and its damn irritating that we always fight. with the smallest things. and its super merepek if i think back. and i never wanted to lose. i always wanted things my way. i always had things my way. im super sorry.


but now, im really happy. cause you're happy and you've moved on. i moved on from the whole thing. but when memories like these come overwhelming, it pushes me off track and i would have to start all over again. but im ok overall. i really hope you good luck. and wish you all the best in everything. im gona let you go now cause i think its time. i just wanted you to know how much love i have in me were actually meant for you. but i tink i deserve someone better, and i know i will get someone better. but whatever it was,

we were not meant to be, but then things just happen.

thanks for everything d. =)).

and so, i always keep my hopes up too high ya?

hahaha.
i wanna be a vasantham star.
kn kn? plss..
haha..
=)))



niwaes, im am super duper sleepy and i still nk step mane nye nocturnal animal. im bloody updating my stupid hancur, dah tk de org nk bace lagi laaa blog at ten to midnight.
its super irritating that im working tomorrow. i feel like putting my life for a one week pause. then i would sleep, wake up, go swimming. then sleep wake up, go cycling. sleep, wake up, go bowling. sleep, wake up, go ice-skating. sleep wake up, go jurong birds' park..



talking about jurong birds' park.
i really really wanna go there.. who is rela hati pegi sane with me?
i would bring hadi cause apparently, hadi would be the only one who would layan my karena. but i would like someone else cause i cant disturb him pulak this year.. nyehehehe. how?
jurong birds' park seyy. k k.

who likes birds?i wanna see the owl, and penguins and flamingoes and the big big waterfall,
k sumpah aku tk bleh sabar nk g jbp. jbp. like jubo bapak. -___-


hahaha. k k .
i'll find someone..
dont worry. =))



c ya later alligator.
i have absolutely no mood. at all.
because yayi just passed away and im really having the worst stress at work...
like i feel like breaking down and crying and asking someone to be here.
but most of my friends are busy and my sister is working night shift.
i feel like shit cause raye is in a few days and everything is going down the drain.
i have nothing. absolutely nothing to make myelf happy, except for my own jokes and my own determination to shut my trap and just take it all in a stride.
but i think that i deserve something to make me happy ya?\


cause im very very very close to breaking down now, right at this very second........
let's say things to get things off my chest.


my ex-complication ;

you know. there are so many things i want to tell you. i really hope you can come read my blog. maybe you will. maybe i will ask you to read it. anyway, you know. you changed my life the most. cause you're not only my best friend but you're more than that. i can only thank you for taking care of me and protecting me. you mean the world and i never wanted you to let me go. i always thought we would be together always, all the time. but things dont go the way you plan right.? its funny sometimes waking up after 3 years and no calls from you. nor msgs. like in the usual way.

like when i was working at ochacha. and i finish work at 6 and you would call at 445 saying that you're going out of the house and will wait for me at the usual place. but you'll watch tv or look at the mirror for another fifteen minutes and as usual you'll always always be late. haha. then we would walk around the whole of city hall and acting like its kadir's and mazlan's shopping center. and we would take like 1 hr to decide what to eat and then we will always end up eating at subway. the same things and all.

i miss talking to you on the phone before going out with you on the weekends cause you would always ask me to wear a shoe cause i always wear slippers and be selekeh. you would always say that i wear whatever i feel comfartable in. and i dont care if i look like shit. and then, we would talk until like the time we're suppose to bath and then, i would go over under your block.and wait impatiently for you. and you always come down with a smile and i will like muke mcm taik with you. haha. and then we would fight cause we dont have any plans. and you always ask me to make plans. then when i make plans to go east coast or sentosa. i will enjoy. but you dont like cause panas and later you feel sweaty and dirty. hahaa. cacat sia.

i miss fighting with you esp. cause when i fight with you, it shows how much you care. and its damn irritating that we always fight. with the smallest things. and its super merepek if i think back. and i never wanted to lose. i always wanted things my way. i always had things my way. im super sorry.


but now, im really happy. cause you're happy and you've moved on. i moved on from the whole thing. but when memories like these come overwhelming, it pushes me off track and i would have to start all over again. but im ok overall. i really hope you good luck. and wish you all the best in everything. im gona let you go now cause i think its time. i just wanted you to know how much love i have in me were actually meant for you. but i tink i deserve someone better, and i know i will get someone better. but whatever it was,

we were not meant to be, but then things just happen.

thanks for everything d. =)).

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