don't look no further,
baby i'm back here.
i'm here to cater to you.

i'll be your lover.
i'll be your best friend.
tell me what i gotta do.



hmmm. ye la. i'm having the time of my life cause hadi is back. hahahahahha. yeah. that's all i wana say. i'm very happy. i dunnoe how to describe my happiness with him cause there is absolutely no words. nope. no words baby. this is fun. =)
there was a linkin park song playing in the air at orchard mrt station.
nurul was standing beside me, while najib was standing behind the both of us.
so i started singing this song and when i was super into the song, i started to strum the "guitar", and a guy went up to me and looked at me with this

WHAT THE FISH!

face. i was so "paiseh" i started to reach for nurul's hand but she was not beside me anymore. she was behind me laughing so hard.

oh what a day.
=)





hahahaha.

happy birthday shiqa, my bitch! <3
happy birthday hadi.




ok da.
byyyee
Baik bro. I got iphone 4 and i changed my number already after 3 years. Yeeeey! Nyeek. Anyways i should really hope that 3 years studying and working would be a breeze. :) i do not know whether i'll be able to cope ke tak? Aiyaaaa ok la aku nak pegi. K bye
artist
rapist
terrorist
vocalist



killer
murderer
painter
teacher
lawyer
engineer
singer



ok just very random. was just talking about the -ist conjunctions. is it conjunctions?
whatever it is



anyways, do you know that me, Im an auntie and i'll be called
Hala Na



apparently, hala is the arabic term for auntie. i'm not arab. im javanese. but i still think that hala sounds cooler you see. so, i choose the name hala. and as my name is na ; hala na.

do you tink our parents ever grew up tinking , " ouh what will my child be calling me? what will my niece ans nephew call me?" " what age will i when i get married? who will i marry? "



When i look at my parents, sometimes i think they really try their best to do whatever for us. and then i shouldn't be so hard on them whenever they scold me or anything cause i do not know until i will have my own children.


speaking of which, i really want a baby. aiyaaa. i visited my nephwew ( Muhammad Rifqi Ahlami)
and he's a bit unwell. He's breathing is a little hard. kesian sey. but i loved him when i held him. He smelled so nice. If i has a son/daughter, i would protect him with all my life. Even though Rifqi is not my son, i could feel the love Umi, Tetas and the parents give him.




aiya. getting all emotional is it ina?
hahaha.
niwaes, im in love with berets and the colour yellow,
so, here goes.
payday meeting ili zafirah.
baik brahhhhh.
=)
ok bye
omg!
its exactly 2 am and im still not asleep yet.
i need to wake up damn early in the morning to make some icing
and decorate a cake.
if this turns out well,
im sure i'll do future cakes for whoever's bday that are coming up.
=)




anyways, 2011.
its going on great.
even though some people,
are just plain assholes cause even though i give them chance and they still fucked up,
im still gona forgive them.
but nope nope im not gona fucking forget.
im just gona erase them from my memory.


you dont deserve my sympathy, my forgiveness and esp my trust.
but
i wont stoop down so low and be as unkind as you.
even though you deserve it.
fuck you
and fuck her too.
hope you're happy btw.



anyways, yey!
im going to msia.
truly asia.
naik kapal terbang oi.
malas la eh nk naik bus.
klau naik bus, confem2 badan semue aching nk mampus.
hopefully we will have a nice nice trip there.


tomorrow is the day
here comes the bride.
all dressed in white.
fuck it.
hahaha
suplisssseeeeeee
shiqa does it best






ok la.
nk masukkan cake dalam kotak supaya,
tidak hancur. esok aku sambung membuatnya cantik,

fuck my malay fail la sia.
dont worry about it.
i tink that even if cikgu amir give me private lessons everyday for 10 years i tink my malay standard will always be around c5
go to hell/



da bye
i am a toopid person.


ok that's all i wana say..
hahaha.
k no la.
2010 is a very bad bad year.
i was trying to figure out who i was this year.
whether i was the good person
or am i easily influenced by bad things?
am i the lazy person who gets distracted very fast.
can i put my priorities accordingly?


nope. i cannot find out the answers cause im both of each worlds.
im not the bad person. but i have to accept that im not good either.
i say things to make me feel and look good, but i gota understand tht im not good

haiizzz
and its just tht i dont want stop.
k la bye.
"shots shots shots shots.
everyboddyyy.
shots shots shots.

la la lala. lala lala la la.

panties on the ground everytime i give them shots. "



do you know however nice all the clubbings/dance-able songs are, allllll the songs are just super offensive? -_-'



ahahaha. anyways, tomorrow's my birthday and im meeting my best friends.im meeting nurul to fly kite ferz. and den we will meet shiqa. to eat at najib party. hahaha. maybe maybe.

but whatever it is, do not remind me of my age pls. hahaha.
i'm not trying to say that i am old. it's just that the age 20 is stupid. like you're neither here nor there. i should stop it la. hahaha.


and i just got my period damn shit double dang. second day on my birthday. thanks bodaaay. hahaha. anyways, i need to buy a kite tomorrow. do you tink dari 7-11 boleh di-trusted tk? cause check check nnt besok nk fly kite, suddenly got hole or the tali putus. =/


ok. bye,

don't look no further,
baby i'm back here.
i'm here to cater to you.

i'll be your lover.
i'll be your best friend.
tell me what i gotta do.



hmmm. ye la. i'm having the time of my life cause hadi is back. hahahahahha. yeah. that's all i wana say. i'm very happy. i dunnoe how to describe my happiness with him cause there is absolutely no words. nope. no words baby. this is fun. =)
there was a linkin park song playing in the air at orchard mrt station.
nurul was standing beside me, while najib was standing behind the both of us.
so i started singing this song and when i was super into the song, i started to strum the "guitar", and a guy went up to me and looked at me with this

WHAT THE FISH!

face. i was so "paiseh" i started to reach for nurul's hand but she was not beside me anymore. she was behind me laughing so hard.

oh what a day.
=)





hahahaha.

happy birthday shiqa, my bitch! <3
happy birthday hadi.




ok da.
byyyee
Baik bro. I got iphone 4 and i changed my number already after 3 years. Yeeeey! Nyeek. Anyways i should really hope that 3 years studying and working would be a breeze. :) i do not know whether i'll be able to cope ke tak? Aiyaaaa ok la aku nak pegi. K bye
artist
rapist
terrorist
vocalist



killer
murderer
painter
teacher
lawyer
engineer
singer



ok just very random. was just talking about the -ist conjunctions. is it conjunctions?
whatever it is



anyways, do you know that me, Im an auntie and i'll be called
Hala Na



apparently, hala is the arabic term for auntie. i'm not arab. im javanese. but i still think that hala sounds cooler you see. so, i choose the name hala. and as my name is na ; hala na.

do you tink our parents ever grew up tinking , " ouh what will my child be calling me? what will my niece ans nephew call me?" " what age will i when i get married? who will i marry? "



When i look at my parents, sometimes i think they really try their best to do whatever for us. and then i shouldn't be so hard on them whenever they scold me or anything cause i do not know until i will have my own children.


speaking of which, i really want a baby. aiyaaa. i visited my nephwew ( Muhammad Rifqi Ahlami)
and he's a bit unwell. He's breathing is a little hard. kesian sey. but i loved him when i held him. He smelled so nice. If i has a son/daughter, i would protect him with all my life. Even though Rifqi is not my son, i could feel the love Umi, Tetas and the parents give him.




aiya. getting all emotional is it ina?
hahaha.
niwaes, im in love with berets and the colour yellow,
so, here goes.
payday meeting ili zafirah.
baik brahhhhh.
=)
ok bye
omg!
its exactly 2 am and im still not asleep yet.
i need to wake up damn early in the morning to make some icing
and decorate a cake.
if this turns out well,
im sure i'll do future cakes for whoever's bday that are coming up.
=)




anyways, 2011.
its going on great.
even though some people,
are just plain assholes cause even though i give them chance and they still fucked up,
im still gona forgive them.
but nope nope im not gona fucking forget.
im just gona erase them from my memory.


you dont deserve my sympathy, my forgiveness and esp my trust.
but
i wont stoop down so low and be as unkind as you.
even though you deserve it.
fuck you
and fuck her too.
hope you're happy btw.



anyways, yey!
im going to msia.
truly asia.
naik kapal terbang oi.
malas la eh nk naik bus.
klau naik bus, confem2 badan semue aching nk mampus.
hopefully we will have a nice nice trip there.


tomorrow is the day
here comes the bride.
all dressed in white.
fuck it.
hahaha
suplisssseeeeeee
shiqa does it best






ok la.
nk masukkan cake dalam kotak supaya,
tidak hancur. esok aku sambung membuatnya cantik,

fuck my malay fail la sia.
dont worry about it.
i tink that even if cikgu amir give me private lessons everyday for 10 years i tink my malay standard will always be around c5
go to hell/



da bye
i am a toopid person.


ok that's all i wana say..
hahaha.
k no la.
2010 is a very bad bad year.
i was trying to figure out who i was this year.
whether i was the good person
or am i easily influenced by bad things?
am i the lazy person who gets distracted very fast.
can i put my priorities accordingly?


nope. i cannot find out the answers cause im both of each worlds.
im not the bad person. but i have to accept that im not good either.
i say things to make me feel and look good, but i gota understand tht im not good

haiizzz
and its just tht i dont want stop.
k la bye.
"shots shots shots shots.
everyboddyyy.
shots shots shots.

la la lala. lala lala la la.

panties on the ground everytime i give them shots. "



do you know however nice all the clubbings/dance-able songs are, allllll the songs are just super offensive? -_-'



ahahaha. anyways, tomorrow's my birthday and im meeting my best friends.im meeting nurul to fly kite ferz. and den we will meet shiqa. to eat at najib party. hahaha. maybe maybe.

but whatever it is, do not remind me of my age pls. hahaha.
i'm not trying to say that i am old. it's just that the age 20 is stupid. like you're neither here nor there. i should stop it la. hahaha.


and i just got my period damn shit double dang. second day on my birthday. thanks bodaaay. hahaha. anyways, i need to buy a kite tomorrow. do you tink dari 7-11 boleh di-trusted tk? cause check check nnt besok nk fly kite, suddenly got hole or the tali putus. =/


ok. bye,

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