what do people want in life? as cliche as it sounds, really, according to Alicia keys, some people want it all. but i dont want nothing at all, if i got you baby. literally, happiness is hadi. hadi is bliss. hadi is all that i need. ahahahha. anyways, we're getting engaged! can you fucking believe that!! he asked me. it was his fucking idea to actually get engaged. not me! wah laoooo! hadi. abdul hadi. im amazed by you and your loyalty and all that comes with you. all your. no. our flaws, i really hope that it doesnt become an issue as we grow older. i am thankful that we both are able to handles our issues better now. =)))
you know. when i look at hadi. i still can't fucking believe, that he's here. finally. i dont know how much i need to emphasize that ive waited for fucking two years. to finally be able to look at him. to finally hold his face in my hand. to finally be able to rest on his chest. my love is stronger. its swallowing me deep and im glad. i am able to adapt to him, his moods. and he is trying. he is doing so much better at adjusting with my behaviour rather than me to his. with this positive change, im ready. i mean, i use to think that i wont get to marry hadi. that both of us are too different to be together. but that's the best part, we are so similar yet so different and it ranges far apart. his family and my parents are ok with us being together. i want to slowly change my behaviour. to become a better person, for myself, Him, my father and then hadi. i hope that by changing, a step at a time, it shows that im ready. for a commitment. marriage is not a small matter to be taken. it's just a good step, a new goal to look forward to. it helps us both to see what are our utmost priority. and tht family comes first. to see how matured we've both become. my trust issues are getting better. im trusting him with my problems. ive not been keeping shit within myself anymore. i dont feel so burdened and i feel so happy to be able to share it with hadi. and hadi really tries his best to not be judgemental. he's so nice. so good. so sincere with what he does. im just so happy. i cannot stop looking at hadi. i just wana cry. i love him so much it makes me cringe. its not a bad, not at all negative feeling that i have for him. it's just that my love for him its overwhelming. its making me feel like bursting, like flying, like reaching for the moon. love is like. love is hadi. i love you babe. im so glad you're my best friend. every girl always dream to marry their best friend. to love their best friend. fairy tales do come true afterall.
hello....! ok. its damn long since ive updated tis thingy.anyways, ok. i just feel like talking alot. i am still with hadi **. hahahha. its been a very bumpy road. really extremely bumpy. however, more good days than bad. alhamdulillah. hadi makes me laugh. that's one very sure point. and his family is so nice. they are nice to me just like how shiqa's family makes me feel. yey! =) and i will be heading to bali with his family end of this year!! that makes me so happy. like omg! seriously?? exciting siaa. ok gtg. no time to blog. hahahahah. lame sia.
don't look no further,
baby i'm back here.
i'm here to cater to you.

i'll be your lover.
i'll be your best friend.
tell me what i gotta do.



hmmm. ye la. i'm having the time of my life cause hadi is back. hahahahahha. yeah. that's all i wana say. i'm very happy. i dunnoe how to describe my happiness with him cause there is absolutely no words. nope. no words baby. this is fun. =)
there was a linkin park song playing in the air at orchard mrt station.
nurul was standing beside me, while najib was standing behind the both of us.
so i started singing this song and when i was super into the song, i started to strum the "guitar", and a guy went up to me and looked at me with this

WHAT THE FISH!

face. i was so "paiseh" i started to reach for nurul's hand but she was not beside me anymore. she was behind me laughing so hard.

oh what a day.
=)





hahahaha.

happy birthday shiqa, my bitch! <3
happy birthday hadi.




ok da.
byyyee
Baik bro. I got iphone 4 and i changed my number already after 3 years. Yeeeey! Nyeek. Anyways i should really hope that 3 years studying and working would be a breeze. :) i do not know whether i'll be able to cope ke tak? Aiyaaaa ok la aku nak pegi. K bye
artist
rapist
terrorist
vocalist



killer
murderer
painter
teacher
lawyer
engineer
singer



ok just very random. was just talking about the -ist conjunctions. is it conjunctions?
whatever it is



anyways, do you know that me, Im an auntie and i'll be called
Hala Na



apparently, hala is the arabic term for auntie. i'm not arab. im javanese. but i still think that hala sounds cooler you see. so, i choose the name hala. and as my name is na ; hala na.

do you tink our parents ever grew up tinking , " ouh what will my child be calling me? what will my niece ans nephew call me?" " what age will i when i get married? who will i marry? "



When i look at my parents, sometimes i think they really try their best to do whatever for us. and then i shouldn't be so hard on them whenever they scold me or anything cause i do not know until i will have my own children.


speaking of which, i really want a baby. aiyaaa. i visited my nephwew ( Muhammad Rifqi Ahlami)
and he's a bit unwell. He's breathing is a little hard. kesian sey. but i loved him when i held him. He smelled so nice. If i has a son/daughter, i would protect him with all my life. Even though Rifqi is not my son, i could feel the love Umi, Tetas and the parents give him.




aiya. getting all emotional is it ina?
hahaha.
niwaes, im in love with berets and the colour yellow,
so, here goes.
payday meeting ili zafirah.
baik brahhhhh.
=)
ok bye

what do people want in life? as cliche as it sounds, really, according to Alicia keys, some people want it all. but i dont want nothing at all, if i got you baby. literally, happiness is hadi. hadi is bliss. hadi is all that i need. ahahahha. anyways, we're getting engaged! can you fucking believe that!! he asked me. it was his fucking idea to actually get engaged. not me! wah laoooo! hadi. abdul hadi. im amazed by you and your loyalty and all that comes with you. all your. no. our flaws, i really hope that it doesnt become an issue as we grow older. i am thankful that we both are able to handles our issues better now. =)))
you know. when i look at hadi. i still can't fucking believe, that he's here. finally. i dont know how much i need to emphasize that ive waited for fucking two years. to finally be able to look at him. to finally hold his face in my hand. to finally be able to rest on his chest. my love is stronger. its swallowing me deep and im glad. i am able to adapt to him, his moods. and he is trying. he is doing so much better at adjusting with my behaviour rather than me to his. with this positive change, im ready. i mean, i use to think that i wont get to marry hadi. that both of us are too different to be together. but that's the best part, we are so similar yet so different and it ranges far apart. his family and my parents are ok with us being together. i want to slowly change my behaviour. to become a better person, for myself, Him, my father and then hadi. i hope that by changing, a step at a time, it shows that im ready. for a commitment. marriage is not a small matter to be taken. it's just a good step, a new goal to look forward to. it helps us both to see what are our utmost priority. and tht family comes first. to see how matured we've both become. my trust issues are getting better. im trusting him with my problems. ive not been keeping shit within myself anymore. i dont feel so burdened and i feel so happy to be able to share it with hadi. and hadi really tries his best to not be judgemental. he's so nice. so good. so sincere with what he does. im just so happy. i cannot stop looking at hadi. i just wana cry. i love him so much it makes me cringe. its not a bad, not at all negative feeling that i have for him. it's just that my love for him its overwhelming. its making me feel like bursting, like flying, like reaching for the moon. love is like. love is hadi. i love you babe. im so glad you're my best friend. every girl always dream to marry their best friend. to love their best friend. fairy tales do come true afterall.
hello....! ok. its damn long since ive updated tis thingy.anyways, ok. i just feel like talking alot. i am still with hadi **. hahahha. its been a very bumpy road. really extremely bumpy. however, more good days than bad. alhamdulillah. hadi makes me laugh. that's one very sure point. and his family is so nice. they are nice to me just like how shiqa's family makes me feel. yey! =) and i will be heading to bali with his family end of this year!! that makes me so happy. like omg! seriously?? exciting siaa. ok gtg. no time to blog. hahahahah. lame sia.
don't look no further,
baby i'm back here.
i'm here to cater to you.

i'll be your lover.
i'll be your best friend.
tell me what i gotta do.



hmmm. ye la. i'm having the time of my life cause hadi is back. hahahahahha. yeah. that's all i wana say. i'm very happy. i dunnoe how to describe my happiness with him cause there is absolutely no words. nope. no words baby. this is fun. =)
there was a linkin park song playing in the air at orchard mrt station.
nurul was standing beside me, while najib was standing behind the both of us.
so i started singing this song and when i was super into the song, i started to strum the "guitar", and a guy went up to me and looked at me with this

WHAT THE FISH!

face. i was so "paiseh" i started to reach for nurul's hand but she was not beside me anymore. she was behind me laughing so hard.

oh what a day.
=)





hahahaha.

happy birthday shiqa, my bitch! <3
happy birthday hadi.




ok da.
byyyee
Baik bro. I got iphone 4 and i changed my number already after 3 years. Yeeeey! Nyeek. Anyways i should really hope that 3 years studying and working would be a breeze. :) i do not know whether i'll be able to cope ke tak? Aiyaaaa ok la aku nak pegi. K bye
artist
rapist
terrorist
vocalist



killer
murderer
painter
teacher
lawyer
engineer
singer



ok just very random. was just talking about the -ist conjunctions. is it conjunctions?
whatever it is



anyways, do you know that me, Im an auntie and i'll be called
Hala Na



apparently, hala is the arabic term for auntie. i'm not arab. im javanese. but i still think that hala sounds cooler you see. so, i choose the name hala. and as my name is na ; hala na.

do you tink our parents ever grew up tinking , " ouh what will my child be calling me? what will my niece ans nephew call me?" " what age will i when i get married? who will i marry? "



When i look at my parents, sometimes i think they really try their best to do whatever for us. and then i shouldn't be so hard on them whenever they scold me or anything cause i do not know until i will have my own children.


speaking of which, i really want a baby. aiyaaa. i visited my nephwew ( Muhammad Rifqi Ahlami)
and he's a bit unwell. He's breathing is a little hard. kesian sey. but i loved him when i held him. He smelled so nice. If i has a son/daughter, i would protect him with all my life. Even though Rifqi is not my son, i could feel the love Umi, Tetas and the parents give him.




aiya. getting all emotional is it ina?
hahaha.
niwaes, im in love with berets and the colour yellow,
so, here goes.
payday meeting ili zafirah.
baik brahhhhh.
=)
ok bye

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