my dad always say ;
Posted on: Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Posted at: 9:06 AM
don't give up your dignity for a guy, as a guy won't be at a disadvantage. the girls will be. Posted at: 9:06 AM
i learnt it the hard way. i am not talking about my dignity-sex and stuff. but how i am being treated.
i was being used. in a way or another. hw i threw myself at him. thinking that this is not just some puppy love. thought that, "Yes. He will be the father of my babies. This is THE guy i am going to grow up with till the day all my teeth falls off." with thinking that, why would i possibly think that i shouldn't give him my all. almost all.
and true enough with whatever my dad has told me time and again, tht guy left me for another girl. Just like that, in 2 weeks after we decided to end whatever complication we had. The thing is, i felt so stupid because he wasn't even my boyfriend. And i gave him alot of things. I was used and its not only his fault completely cause i threw myself at him. how pathetic can i get.
So to me, he was the world. But to him, i was a mere stepping stone for him to get the love of his life. Do you know how heart-breaking that is?
To see him time and over again. still with her. Like i said. i was a mere stepping stone. I was just a friend. I'm not special. I'm just like any other girls he played with. Just with benefits. So, all the tears, fights, strength, patience i had was wasted on him so that he, NOT ME, could be happy finally. He didn't lose out did he?
I am not jealous that he choose me over another girl. I am just very sad, that all my efforts was gone to waste.And the thing is that, whenever i see his FB. she writes, "i love you when i was still single".
when he was single, he was with me. and he went with her after he broke all ties with me. he didn't lose out on anything at all. he used me to get her. nope. he didnt lose. he's happy. while i'm here still regretting ever spending so much time.
so, my dad always say,
"don't give up your dignity for a guy, as a guy won't be at a disadvantage. the girls will be. "
